An iboga experience
My journey with iboga was an awesome adventure. I recall the beginning; first seeing tracers when I’d wave my hands or reach for anything; this is also how it eventually ended.
I lost complete track of time other than when the nurses changed their shifts which was every twelve hours.
Along with seeing “flash-backs” of my past as a child; all the way back to when I was a baby; I also saw what was brought to my attention as “Mother-earth”
“Mother-earth” explained to me that she had created the world and did so as a project of sorts. She gave instructions for us (as a people) to follow; and gave us the choice or free will to do so; to see which would overcome (“good or evil” to put it very basically).
These instructions lead to the various written interpretations such as the bible; interpreted by different people and cultures; using different names but still referring to the same original principles; as suggested by mother earth for us to live by.
“Mother-earth” does not dwell on the planet earth; but lives far; far away.
I had to use these lives (Similar to the internet that we use to connect to each other) to get to her side of the universe.
She can dwell in water and in the water vapour in the air.
Although some of us are taking care of our selves as well as the earth it hurts “Mother-earth” that not all her creatures do so. She wants us to love our selves; as people; and the earth as if its all we have got.
Once the visual part of the experience was over; I could feel the iboga pumping through my veins; cleaning; repairing and re-aligning the damage that had been done. This is what made me feel as if I was starting over; just as a baby would feel entering the world for the first time after leaving their mothers womb.
This is my new beginning and I will cherish it and do some thing positive with it and the many things I have learned from the experience.
Not only was I completely drug free after; not experiencing any withdrawal symptoms or craving; but iboga had rekindled a zest for life and a light within me that I feared had long been extinguished. I had never felt so good doing “nothing” before; it had been such a long time since I had laughed and felt any joy in my life.
The experience was like having the lights turned on again after spending a long period of time in the dark.
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